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Plastic Cups…

My friend Mike DeLucia posted from Germany earlier this week about packaging for items such as fast foods there. It’s largely paper, biodegradable paper.

That same day I met a client/friend for coffee at Starbucks in the afternoon. I had an unsweetened iced tea, about 12 oz. We talked for about 45 minutes, I finished the tea. We both commented we didn’t see a container there for plastics to be recycled. We just saw TRASH containers. I took the plastic cup with me back to his office to put in a container marked RECYCLE PLASTIC ONLY. So did my friend.

There is a one in five chance that the plastic container my tea was served in will be properly recycled into something new and again recycleable. There is a much greater chance it won’t be.

There is so much plastic in the world’s (and our own) ecosystems now there are small amounts of plastic inside each of our own bodies. There is plastic in the water we drink and the food we eat.

I didn’t bother to research, but I’m pretty sure before WWII plastic was largely unknown. It was post war 1950s the use of plastic exploded. That’s less than eighty years.

My question is if Europe can get it right, why can’t we here in the US? Is it just another example of the power of the lobbyists buying congress. My guess is it probably doesn’t matter. This American system is like a dying cancer patient when that horrible final line is crossed and hope is abandoned for palliative care. Guns, cigarettes, the greatest healthcare system in the world—unaffordable to about 40% of the population—air pollution, climate change, endless war, the rise of fascism, all kinds of stuff is going to end us. I can’t imagine congress will get to my Starbucks ice tea cup any time soon.

The thought that my cup will, in some form, outlive me, my kids and their kids and those kids children and still have a long way to go. The fact that cup that used for forty-five minutes and it may last in some form for the next thousand years, unless parts of it ends up in your gut will not leave me.

I don’t know how any of us can be ok with this, but we seem to be.

Thanks for the post, Mike. It was yet another great example of American exceptionalism.

Just a Farm Someplace That’s Now Gone

It’s always early July when it comes. I suppose by then your stuff has grown enough to count for something. May’s grass is now high enough to cut for hay and corn is coming in about knee high and rhubarb, that beastly sour shit, is sprouting big wide poisonous green leaves. I never saw the point in eating something that’s leaves could kill you and was so bitter to the mouth you had to dilute it with sugar and strawberries so’s you’d not gag trying to swallow it.

July comes and nothing is ugly like February anymore. Those dark days, home, and going to school and the days off the farm are just a bad dream to be forgotten until that cold September starts to whip in from the north again. But by then the squash will be ready and pumpkins orange and round and resting on their dying vines and it will be a time to go hide away and eat the last of your fat red tomatoes barely hanging by the stem. We’ll pick them and eat them in the shed with the secret saltshaker and we will taste the last fruits of your July before the orange and blue pretty days of October betray the ugliness that’s waiting next and summer is gone again.

It’s always early July when my mouth is dry for the cold water from your spring fed well, with the thick mossy flavor and the slight rusty taste of the pail. And the rope on the pail is wet, not frozen. Drunk on the water from deep inside the earth, I fall asleep to the sound of a whippoorwill and wake to the scream of cicadas. The best days are the days that start with sweat, when the air is eighty-five before the sun is high.

It’s always early July when I can smell your barn for a mile up the road. The grassy-sweet smell of cow shit and Queen Anne’s lace line the fields.

It was early one July when I first saw the rubble and settled dust and splintered wood of your barn as it had fallen onto itself without the grace or dignity befitting such a place. A place where every child labor law written in the past hundred years was happily ignored with joyous noise and laughter and sweat and cuts that stung but didn’t hurt. And payment was large glasses of iced coffee with milk and sugar under your bean tree and a breeze off the Shawangunk ridge.

Some days in early July I close my eyes and dream of you and the words don’t come, they boil and stew and they cut at my gut, but they don’t come. I want to lie in your hot green weeds and clean your shitty barn one more time, so bad that some moments the tears come, but I don’t let them flow.

I can’t bring myself to drive down your road ever again. I’m pretty sure if I see what the bulldozers have done to you it will kill me and to be truthful, the only place I ever found worthy of dying was in one of your meadows in the full noonday sun.

Days of Rage

“The Elections Don’t Mean Shit—Vote Where the Power Is—Our Power Is In The Street”.

—John Jacobs SDS, 1968 Days of Rage.

We were raised to believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny. We were raised to believe we lived in a democracy where your voice and vote matters.

I guess next week there are going to be nationwide protests calling for gun reform. I need to share this reality: Mittens Romney took $13 million from the NRA and he’s one of the good republicans. If public opinion mattered to Mittens and Mitch and even democrat Schumer and New York’s own liberal governor with her NRA ‘A rating;’ if the recent polls that show 88% of Americans want gun reform mattered to these assholes we’d already being seeing change. Not some bullshit jive about “Very narrow bi-partisan congressional discussions.” Fuck you. Fuck you hard.

A bunch of hipsters with beards and angry moms carrying signs and rubbing elbows with politicians who are dropping their ‘g’s’ for the day and leaving off their ties ain’t going to amount to a pinch of shit.

The NRA and the gun industry have more money than you. They own more politicians than you. They deliver a toxic and nonsensical narrative about arming teachers and single entrances and half of you goobers think it makes sense.

Remington sells 2 million assault rifles a year. Let’s assume they only make $100 profit off each gun—they don’t, but let’s really lowball. That would be $200 million a year in profit. They gave the Sandy Hook families $73 million. That is not even a piss in the ocean.

In ‘68 it was smashed windows and burning cop cars and mass arrests and broken bones. In 2022 it’s like the words of Steven Stills’, For What It’s Worth, “Singing songs and carrying signs, mostly say hoo-ray for our side…”

Everyone will go home pumped up and energized. Maybe stop somewhere for a couple of craft beers or some frappe-mocha-coffee shit and think they made a difference.

If you want difference we again need rage. I see angst and sadness and people looking to elected officials—exactly the bastards who allow this to happen—for answers. The answers are not there.

You cannot effect change working within the allowed confines of a corrupt and broken system.

Too Stupid to Lay Down

When I was a boy Alan Shepard took a fifteen minute ride in a little rocket, just up 100 miles and back down and John Kennedy announced we’d land a man on the moon in less that ten years and somehow it was accomplished.

There was a sense when I was a boy that the next thing that was coming was even bigger and better than the huge thing we just watched become reality. We were going to Mars and beyond!

During the same time there were horrible racial divides in this county, but I had a sense that when men like Dr. King spoke and John Lewis marched across bridges in Alabama that one day we’d no longer be a nation so stupidly divided by something meaningless as skin color. There was a sense we would one day overcome.

There was an illegal and immoral war fought at this time. Fifty-thousand American kids died in that war, we were never told how many Vietnamese people. But, there were people in the streets and in Chicago in ‘68 and even though their methods were not always good, or maybe not any more moral than the generals in Vietnam, I think we all had a sense that one day we’d see the end of war for profit. That America could and would do better. We were not standing for it anymore.

Richard Nixon was forced from office for crimes that were relatively minor crimes by todays standards. We were better than Tricky Dick.

That was the thing, shit was fucked up in the 60s and the 70s and we had idiots like Gerry Ford handing out WIN—Wip Inflation Now—buttons, but there was still a pervasive sense that we were moving forward and things would get better.

Somewhere along the way, we lost that sense. We lost the better things coming over the horizon.

I just read a stat: since 2009 the United States has had 57 more times the number of school shootings than ALL other Industrialized nations combined. ALL OTHER INDUSTRIALIZED NATIONS COMBINED.

We throw up our hands, think and pray and allow our children and innocent people in grocery stores and Walmart and concerts and churches and synagogues to be brutally murdered, clueless and powerless how to stop it.

Don’t tell me it can’t be fixed. Somewhere along the way we gave up. We didn’t go to Mars. Racial tension is as bad now as it was in the 1800s, war for profit is norm and the best of our elected leaders just aren’t very good at all and our children are massacred in school.

I’m not sure when America died, but this place now is nothing but corpse stumbling around, too stupid to lay down.

So long, Twitter. It’s been real…

Everyone is going to quit Twitter. Yay for you. That’s not the issue. Nobody gives a rat’s ass about you and twitter. I quit twitter yesterday, nobody cares, my tweets are not even a tiny blip.

The issue is good or bad Twitter is a major news outlet. Some self-important jackal posts on Twitter and that gets picked up my the real news media and the entertainment/news media (CNN, Fox, etc.) and it becomes part of narrative of the day and we react to it actively or passively.

Real or fake information, disinformation or propaganda, Twitter is major outlet and whether you realize it or not it is feeding you part of the story we swim and often drown in everyday.

Now, the richest man on earth just bought it, took it private (read that as now it’s completely unregulated, another kick in the balls for truth) and owns and controls a MAJOR outlet for the words and views we are fed and react to every day.

It’s not just what we are being told: world markets, elections, all kinds of real world shit that impacts our daily lives ebbs and flows with the seemingly idiotic power of the tweet.

Yesterday a right wing, self described “libertarian,” the son of a man who owned a South African diamond mine, who is anything but libertarian and philosophically closer to a fascist, owns this media source.

If you believe a multi-multi-multi-multi billionaire of ANY political bent just spent $46 BILLION in some grand philanthropic gesture to ‘protect free speech’ and that doesn’t white-knuckle scare the fuck out of you, you are just plain old stupid.

This nationalistic, fascist machine is running like a Detroit diesel.

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