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Sounding off

JULY SUMMER

July is summer.

July is everything February could never be.

February sucks, it doesn’t even try.

I want to be in the daylight every second of every July day.

Nothing is better than being on my bike on a 95-degree day. That feeling of being slow roasted. I absorb every fricken degree and store it. I swear that’s the only way I survive 20 below.

95 is awesome, 20 below is just plain stupid.

I get stressed being inside in July,  like I’m wasting the summer.

I never wear pants in July. I hate pants.

I get strangely sad when July ends. August is great but it’s not July.

Late July is the time when friends start telling me how many weeks until winter… It is when people start talking about how much they “can’t wait” for the cool of autumn.

Bite me.

Late July people start using the “S” word around me and I want to cover my ears and sing really loud. It snows something like 14 months a year, can’t I just have July without mentioning that frozen, slushy crap?

Still, 4 days to go. That’s a lot, right?

Is It Me? I Think it Must Be Me. It Cannot Be This Screwed Up, Right?

I must be an eternal optimist. Every morning I wake up expecting the world to have somehow changed for the better – overnight -then I turn on the news and find myself greatly disappointed.

We are accepting things as normal that are just – flat out – not normal.

Are things as screwed up as they appear to be, or am I just a victim of some “good old days syndrome”? [Read more…] about Is It Me? I Think it Must Be Me. It Cannot Be This Screwed Up, Right?

Apple Pie and Chevrolet

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I saw this guy in an older Chevy Pick-up this morning. He’s about my age, wearing a John Deere hat, big wad of chewing tobacco in his mouth. I’m left wondering Red Man or Levi Garrett.

The truck had some Trump bumper sticker’s,  a “Stop Planned Parenthood” bumper sticker, a flag,  America flag. I was pretty sure his radio was to set to some country music station…

I’m hoping there would be Hank Sr. or George Jones. Those guys were goddamn poets. Maybe some Earl Scruggs. I don’t think you can really appreciate music until you have immersed yourself in Foggy Mountain Breakdown. I’m serious about this. All of this. [Read more…] about Apple Pie and Chevrolet

We Are All We Have

All day I’ve been thinking about the mix in my family and friends. It’s a pretty even mix,

Hispanic, African, Eastern European, Northern European, Mediterranean,  Middle Eastern, Caribbean. It’s been that way all my life. Unintentional, just how it happened.

I don’t love everyone, I hate a few people. That has always been based on who they are or what they did to deserve my hatred. I seriously don’t understand the bullshit that is tearing this country apart. If I love you I love you. If I don’t there’s a reason, that reason has nothing to do with your skin color, or where your ancestors came from. [Read more…] about We Are All We Have

I am so fucking done loving the addict and hating the addiction

 

I found out this morning the little girl – the who we can’t name or share her picture, the one born addicted to heroin, the one born blind, the one born deaf in one ear, is now “profoundly brain-damaged.”

I am so fucking done loving the addict and hating the addiction. This little girl and her story have tested my belief system about as far as it can be tested.

I was up last night thinking about a rant on child protective services and how they are doing everything in their power to keep us from raising money for this little girl, but you know what, fuck that.

I am an addict, but one day in 1993 I was able to dig down underneath the layers and layers of self-pity in denial and bullshit and touch, for one brief moment, what was left of my humanity. You cannot be a bigger addict or a bigger asshole than I was or am, for that matter. If I can anyone can.

If you are using and pregnant you need to do one of three things: you either need to pull your head out of your ass, walk away from your denial and get into a program and work the fuck out of it, or you need to abort that baby, or you need to load up that spike with enough dope to kill five motherfuckers and take care of the problem now.

 

 

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